.April 2, 2007 ' 22:01 Y
i am EMO. i'm not ok, ok? so stop asking. now i'm being honest, i'm not ok and i dont wish to talk about it but i'll just be fine. so.. STOP ASKING! i'll be ok, OK? thank you (:
so, thats that. i'm gonna start to change into someone new. i'm gonna be SUPER positive and disciplined. i dont know whether its too late but, better late than never? i'm gonna turn into a nerd. FULL FORCE BAYBEH. I AM gonna live my mother's dreams and make her proud! sigh. i dont know where i'm suppose to go, what i'm suppose to do. my mother wants me to become a teacher, my father wants me to get involved in the police force. what do i want? i dont know! i suck la. i dont even know what i really want. i just want to be able to make a difference. i wanna make people feel warm. i want people to remember me for who i am and not what i am. i want to make people feel loved. i just want people to be happy. so be happy for sity people! i love you guys so much. seeing you guys smile makes me smile. making ME, sity, the very crazy person, feel much much much MUCH MUCH better in soooo many ways.
angels they burn inside for us
SITY KAY!